PUBLISHED April 29, 2026

Amazon Kindle: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GZ1B88GJ

I am very excited to report that I have recently published my spiritual memoir, based on true events. 

Jaxine “Jax” Cruz first died at five years old. Her father didn’t just break her body; he fractured her soul, dragging her across the veil and back again. She returned with a permanent scar on her face and what she viewed as a curse she couldn’t outrun: the “Clares.”

But the real monster wasn’t in the veil. He was at the dinner table.

The innocent, handsome boy the White Fence gang destroyed had evolved into a dangerous “Daddy Dearest” family special.

He was a street fighter, hand-selected by the White Fence Gang, at thirteen, who later traded the streets for a Sunday suit. Taking his family off-grid to hide behind the rigid walls of the Jehovah’s Witnesses and the blood-in/blood-out consequences—you don’t just leave La Eme.

He ruled the household with a Bible, but it was never about God. It was about what he could get away with in God’s name—the ultimate sin.

For decades, Jax lived behind her reference, the “God-block,” caught between the paranormal world and the Bible her father used as a weapon.

But at age sixty, the running stopped. In a divine whirlwind, she wrote her truth: 60,000 words in 60 days: 60+60+60= 180°…the ultimate U-turn.

The day after she typed “The End,” a handwritten note appeared on her door. John 1:1—”In the beginning the Word was God, and the Word was with God. And the Word was God.” Confirmation that after a lifetime of silence, the Word was finally speaking back.

Jax no longer runs from the “knowing.” She finally sees the guidance she was denied as a child. She uses her gifts as “Intuitive Translations” to offer guidance from the divine to others.